Last Friday Niiight

I don't know if it's a proud thing to say but last night I finally drank alcohol! It was flavored vodka mixed with Sprite so I liked it since taste is one of the issues why I don't drink. I'm glad I spent my first time with my closest friends because I was seriously paranoid! This is the number one issue: I fear I might go crazy on them or do random dancing (I don't dance!). I just felt sleepy and my head was spinning a bit but other than that I felt normal. Thank you, friends, because now I won't hesitate anymore but I still don't like drinking. Hashtag medyo good girl, hashtag medyo self conscious.