You (a poem)

You

Your smile falls on me
Like a hundred gleaming diamonds.

I am close to being mesmerized
As you spread laughs all over.

Hearing you crack up
Makes my guts flip with enthusiasm.

Watching you with your pals
Even makes me wanna flip myself.

Whenever I think of you
The world dazes off with my thoughts.

There’s never a day so boring
Especially when I’m with you.

You may be owned by someone else

Someone better than me
Someone who’ll love you more
Someone you already love with all your life.

But I ain’t giving up, hey.

You never said you want me gone
Nor hate me to pieces.

Yet.. I won’t also continue my fantasies.

You are too risky to love.
Too risky to deal with.
Too risky to risk everything for.
Too risky to fight for till the end.

I didn’t say I’m scared and will let you go.

I just want you, love.
I want you happy.

Even if you’re not with me.

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Written on May 29, 2010. Dedicated to my 2-month crush, Bumblebee. :D