Yin Yang

So there's this guy and I fell for his personality and the little things especially like the way he says a word, the way he shuts the door or how interesting his interests are. He makes me distracted when he's around but I love talking to him because he's just the type who would listen to anything you would say and will even ask follow up questions. His smile is so contagious that I smile when he does. He looks like a snob at first (probably like me) but when you get to know him he is quite the person who smiles a lot. He also looks mysterious but he's friendly and approachable. He seems super shy but he is honest and straightforward when you ask or offer him something. It's just ridiculous how one person can be all that!

I think I may have found the epitome of a perfect guy for me. He is far from perfect and we are total opposites. We probably don't like the same things but there is something in him that is making me fall for him, and the more that I know more about him makes me fall harder. I just think that he is everything that I am not - simply put, we will complement each other. I seriously think we will look cute and funny together because I will frown and scrunch my nose at his taste in music, among other things, and he will laugh at mine. It might be a good thing because we will meet halfway and we will learn to be open-minded and flexible. And frankly I really do find him interesting.

And one thing is for sure. I want to get to know him. I want to enter his world and know everything about him. I have more of these thoughts I refuse to fathom because I fear that I might jinx things that I badly wish to happen. I think I might over-think and over-fantasize things (if I haven't already) that I will end up falling head first - disappointed and heartbroken. But of course I should not assume because more often than not assumptions tend to be wrong. I should just be myself and I must have self-confidence. And at the end of the day if he is not bound to fall for me as I have for him, somebody else will. ♥