All I Want For Christmas Is...

So, my "monthly visitor" had just arrived. Maybe it can take the blame for my sudden crazy talk because apparently, all I want for Christmas is a Special Someone.

Yep. A Special Someone. I don't mean a boyfriend nor a fling, but someone special who would suddenly come into my life and sweep me off my feet and... Yeah, you get the picture.Something like, "more than friends but less than lovers." I don't think I would even want to be in a relationship right now (nor if I am allowed to.) Yet, somehow, I'm feeling this again, like a craving for ice-cream or chocolate, but a craving for affection instead. I just want to experience the typical "puppy love" stuff because that's all I'm ready for right now. I just want somebody. To be here. With me. That's all I'm asking for. A Special Someone. And I want it for Christmas.

Actually, there are a few reasons that triggered this crazy talk. One of which is this tv series I've been loving. Awkward is about this girl, Jenna, who fell for a popular guy, Matty, and things got mixed up because she also fell for Matty's bestfriend. Anyway, you have to watch it to know the deets and it's really good, swear. Plus, Matty's bestfriend, Jake, is really cute and watching him with Jenna made me really jealous, although I am Team Jake. It's just that I envied their relationship because they were both too cute and all that. I want THAT. Seriosuly. Huhu, someone to cuddle and kid around with me and we would look cute and good together even if it's too corny. Hihi.

Then, my super classmate for this sem, Camille (hey there girly-slash-twin haha) and I just watched The Rise of the Guardians at SM Calamba. We ditched the Follies for this. All worth it! Gosh, I never thought I'd ever fall for a cartoon character. Really. Jack Frost is such a cutie! Plus, Chris Pine was the one who dubbed him. Double hotness!

Next, I recently finished Bakit Hindi Ka Crush ng Crush Mo? by Ramon Bautista. My head practically got hijacked with the NBSB, Friendzone, LDR, NBSB, those kind of stuff. I giggled a lot even if I were alone, but most of the time I can relate. Bakit Hindi Ako Crush ng Crush Ko?

Then, there's the typical love-at-first-sight-but-I'm-totally-wrong crushing on cute guys I just saw for the first time. I don't know why, but that is what is wrong with me. I instantly like guys at my first sight of them but actually it just stops there because there's a slim chance that I would ever see them again. That is why I want someone who will be here for me. Someone who will stay, maybe for a while if not for a long time. Anyone, please. And all I want for Christmas is you.  Well, maybe aside from the Philippines' safety, everyone's happiness on Christmas day and the Keds I've been rooting for. Haha!