Tear Here

Have you ever felt that the only escape from everything is to cry it all out? It feels so hurting and painful inside that the only way to soothe yourself is to tear yourself open with tears? No matter how you pray so hard and no matter how you beg to the Lord God above; your hard feelings won't just disappear in a snap, even if you pray for a miracle. I know problems are inevitable, even the small ones, but how could you stop yourself from feeling so hurt and bothered?

Fine, I know I'm a sinful person. I act superior to others even if I'm not. I tease some people without thinking I could hurt their feelings. I make fun of other people because of their klutziness or sometimes of mishaps that occurred to them. I get mad at most people, giving them the silent treatment, though I should just swallow my pride and forgive and forget.

See? I'm not that bad. I don't kill. Nor steal. Nor am I an addict or whatever.

Do I really deserve all this?

I don't say bad words. I attend mass sincerely every Sunday. I pray before I eat and sleep. I also pray every morning, thanking God for all that He has given me. I pray for others as well, even those I don't know!

Okay, sheesh, yeah maybe I'm still not that GOOD, but do I? Do I really deserve to feel like I'm carrying the whole world's burden on my skinny shoulders?

I feel stressed already. I bet I could even get insane with all this thinking that I do.

My brain cells are at stake!

Tss, well at least my eyes got cleansed with all my tears. HAHA. :)