My mind is telling me this. My heart disagrees.
I can't believe that that is so hard. Swear. I never thought it would be as difficult as this. Here we go again, Right thing and Wrong thing. Well, I don't know anymore. But one thing's for sure, I do know I feel this way. No matter how I deny it, or how I convince myself to do this and do that, I just can't.
It's like there's an angel and a devil on your both ears. But, it's not that simple to listen to the angel. Therefore, it's not quite easy to choose the Right thing.
(By the way, I'm just citing an example, the Right thing and the Wrong thing aren't that scandalous or so.)
Let's just change the choices.
My Happiness, His Happiness.
You know what, I don't even get these choices. For example, I choose my happiness. Therefore, I'm choosing the Wrong thing. If I choose my happiness, I know that I would be hurt too. He would be happy as well, I would be likewise. But.. We would be hurt. Right?
What's the point of that?!
On the other hand, if I choose his happiness, I would be awfully sad and depressed. He would be too, so, where's the happiness in that?
Do you, um, by any chance, get my point?!
Why make choices when their results are ALMOST the same. They both cause the same pain, the same delight, the same everything! Choices are for losers. Ugh. I say, listen to what your heart tells you. ♥
Coz that's what I'll do. :P
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