I’ve been wandering through the depth of my mind and vulnerable heart for over nth time already. Sometimes, it comes just as a mere thought that makes me wonder; yet most of the time it is a longing and an envy that I cannot neglect, resist or even forget. With the lifestyle we currently have, I can’t help but speculate why I don’t have one. Why don’t I have a Prince of my own just like others? It seems really, really, really unfair to me.
I even ask whether I’ve done something wrong or not. Have I offended someone badly to not deserve someone yet? Don’t I merit some TLC? However, I just shrug it off in the end of the day and keep in mind that maybe, just maybe, God is still molding my own HIM – to be better than now, to be more compatible with me, to be ready one day when we’ll meet and most especially to be perfectly my one-and-only destined other half.
I also assure myself every time I think about it that someday, my prince will really come. Yes, he will come! And when that day comes, we are both ready and a hundred percent sure that we are each other’s soul mate. Despite what movies depict like reality is far different with fairy tales, I still truly am an avid believer of happily-ever-afters and dreams-come-true. No matter what may come or what is showed to me, I am true to my word.
Every girl has their own ideal man – the person they admire, like or fall in love with. Just like every girl in the world, I want a Prince-like guy. I have always admired those who act like true gentlemen and independent persons. I also like the good looks and dreamy charm. Someday, I would brag to my friends how handsomely my man looks. On the other side, I would of course want someone who’s as handsome inside. I had always fallen on guys who have soft sides. It doesn’t lessen their muscular image. No matter how you roll it over, a man who’s -
strongly-built + the tender heart of his + super good looks + brains and talents + protectiveness and romance = too-good-to-be-true dream-come-true Prince Charming
- who might not exist anymore. Sadly, never in our life time that someone might complete that surreal equation. But, never say never, right? Who knows? Only God knows.
The only thing I might as well do right now is wait patiently. No one is rushing things up so who am I kidding? God reveals everything in time. He’s giving me time to prepare and utilize my time with myself while I still have time. Enough of time already! As far as I know, my Prince Charming will come because eventually, he has to. :-)
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